My name’s Tara and I’m 34. I’m a Pisces and I love it. I have a youthful spirit; I think because I was so stressed as a kid and never felt like I had much of a childhood, I am grasping at any moment I can to feel that free and happy feeling of being a child. I am currently trying to recover from a relapse on drugs and alcohol. I’m a black out drunk, and love to escape reality with drugs. I’m learning to not love this anymore. I had 3.5 years sober from weed, alcohol and crack. I slowly went back to work part time and ended up full time and then decided to go back to school. Full time school and 30 hour work week plus homework, I relapsed early January starting my second semester of school. I ate weed gummies about 3 times just wanting to relax from it all. Next thing I knew I was smoking crack again and couldn’t seem to stop. I am prone to seizures when I smoke the bad stuff. I am now off crack and haven’t drank either in a bit, but struggling to let go of pot. So this blog is my outlet as an online journal to post whenever I feel like using or need to vent. I want recovery again. I loved being sober and getting through tough times without even thinking of picking up a drug. I need that again.
So follow along as I hopefully continue to move forward in my recovery. I’ll share old stories from my past and how I’m living now. I would love to meet other addicts on this platform so please don’t be shy and reach out! Thanks for reading 🙂
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