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I probably already used this picture, I love my babies. Anyway, I’m excited that it’s “Halloween Month”! I plan on getting the kitties outfits. To be honest I am craving really badly. I don’t actually want to run out and get fucked up, but my body is just on edge. I can’t stop smoking my…
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I’m literally so lonely tonight it’s unreal.
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I contacted our humane society and by luck we got two spots for both our babies to get adulted for much MUCH cheaper. It was going to cost 505$+ just to have lily spayed. That’s insane. We were able to get both of them fixed and microchipped and rabies shots for 190$. My grandma would…
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Some days my Vyvanse just give me the most terrible anxiety. Other days I don’t notice it as much. It’s so frustrating. I quit drinking caffeine when I’m on them. So I know it’s not the coffee. This is a tea and I bought decaf coffee pods. I love my coffee. Anyway. I always forget…
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How is WordPress connected to, or “like” tumblr? I have had tumblr for 15 years, and I find them both very different especially with connecting to other people. I just miss my tumblr community. I keep my tumblr but I very rarely post anything anymore. It was mostly all about my addiction and watching it…
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Im having a hard time taking my ADHD medication properly. For the most part when they kick in I get extremely irritable, I could snap over anything nothing is too small for me to snap over in this situation. It’s like my insides are screaming but it’s silent and only I can see and feel…
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This is Lilly and Lenny
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I miss Boomer so much. Yesterday was already two weeks. I can’t believe I haven’t drank or relapsed on harder stuff. Every day I’m scared. I just try to keep myself busy. I’ll just stand there in the middle of the room and try to figure out what minor thing I can do next to…
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The loss of my dog has me all. over. the. place. I feel like I have no love in me to give. I have barely been affectionate with my boyfriend since we put Boomer down. It’s not anything to do with him really, I don’t think. I’m just sad. Beyond sad. I get all these…
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I always get bad anxiety before I go to post something on here. I blogged so much for so many years on tumblr, but I was high as a kite most of the time on anything I could get. So it’s hard to come on here and post without being high as hell or using.…
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